so i got my preview of my school pictures…. i didnt think they did a full body but i guess so… and i have never been so upset bout my body than i was today cause i looked so much bigger than i thought i was… it made me sooo extremely upset with my body… :(
I’m so pissed off its making me feel sickk. sometimes I rethink my choices I made a year in a half ago. but I love him so much. he made me get to my breaking point today. I flipped out on him and his mom while hee was at school/work. I know he’s her son but maybe for once she can see it from my side. he has cheated once, she don’t know that.. I have to hear from his whole family how he wouldn’t ever do that or even treat a women badly. and then she makes excuses for him, bitch stfu before I make you. I’m tired of holding everything in, but I’m too nice to say anything rude.
Omg, Omg, Omg.
I’m totally PMSing minus the bleeding. My emotions are everywhere, I’m only really wanting chocolate. Had the worst dream last nigght. Feel like I’m about to break down crying.
It’s just one of those days;
I’ve beeen thinking about going on a diet, but its kinda hard when I don’t like any salads or any thing. I’m tired of comparing myself to other girls but I always do it, I can’t control it. I just want a flat stomach aand no love handles.